Congestion
So I’m really just fucking pissed off right now. It’s like three days into the new year and I am so fucking sick right now it’s just absolutely fucking bullshit. I want to fucking go home. I want to go home and lay in bed and right now I am being a real fucking princess. SO EXCUSE MY RANT . I can’t fucking sleep at night because no matter how fucking I position myself, I cannot breath through my fucking nose. Fuck everyone. I want to sleep. But I can’t. And this small ass European trash love hotel we’re staying in is just the shittiest place I have ever had the complete worst experience. This hotel place can fucking suck it’s own dick and rot in hell. This room is FAR TOO SMALL TO HOUSE FOUR PEOPLE AND WHY. WHY WORLD. WHY DOES THE BATHROOM NOT HAVE ITS OWN DOOR. DO YOU PEOPLE REALIZE I HAVE BEEN USING THE BATHROOM WITH NOTHING BUT A DAMN CURTAIN SEPARATING ME FROM EVERYONE ELSE. A FUCKING CURTAIN. THAT’S RIGHT. THERE IS NO SEPARATE ROOM FOR THE DAMN TOILET OR SHOWER I WANT
TO JUST BREAK ALL THE FUCKING MIRRORS IN HERE I HATE THIS PLACE. ROAAAAARRRRRRRR I WANT TO SLEEEP BUT MY BODY WON’T LET ME. NOW I’M HERE
ON TUMBLR JUST TRYING TO KILL TIME BEFORE CHECK OUT AT 11. AND EVEN THEN I CANNOT GO HOME. I WANNA GO HOME. I WANNA GO HOME. ONE MORE FUCKING NIGHT IN THIS DAMNED CITY AND LAS FUCKING VEGAS HERE I GO.
Fuck this shit man. I shouldn’t have to have to waste my vacation time for so long away from home. Yeah I know my parents wanted to go home to the philippines and my sister wanted to come to New York to celebrate the holidays with me. But I could have gone home. We could have celebrated this shit at home. Being in New York changes nothing. Her plans to spend it with family ultimately blew up in her face and now we’ve had to travel from one shitty hotel to the next on money she saved up to come here. And it’s even her birthday and I can’t even think of something to do. Fuck not having a fake ID. If there’s one thing I buy next, it’ll be a fake.
I just want to go home. I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home and see my parents and see my friends and not do anything. I don’t wanna have to do tourist shit, and I don’t want to have to travel one hour to get into the fucking city. And I hate my fucking autocorrect because I have been having the WORST spelling errors as I type this. And this damn iPhone is not CORRECTING THEM. WHAT GOOD ARE YOU AUTOCORRECT IF YOU ARE NOT DOING YOUR JOB. I AM DOING YOUR JOB. I AM. GO ROT IN HELL.
GO ROT IN HELL YOU PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT. FIX MY SPELLING ERRORS DAMNIT. FIX!!
